WoW.............jack's got a girlfriend. No biggie, im pretty much over that. Ive been in these really weird moods lately. I think i'm maturing..o fuck not that. I just dont enjoy being around my friends, and i long for a boyfriend. Maybe depression is sinking in. I hope not, that shit sucks, i'll do anything to stay away.
New years was okay. We all drank but i made sure no one drove who was drunk. I was upset charlie didn't want anything to do with me tho. Me and britt went to waffle house at 3am..i was so tired. Then i slept in her car for an hour. It created a pretty good memory.
We got drunk again last nite. Jen was back and center of all attention. Lindsay and britt and i really bonded while she was away. Jen was really messed up and it just got on my nerves. My mood turned ugly so quick. I really just wanted to go home. This mood hasn't changed either, i didn't even want to go out with them today. I'm kinda ready to go to college, get away from this town and all of these people.